Just a dream...

Yesterday I dreamt about you again... how I long for your hugs and kisses..

I was playing the piano.. You were dripping blood, but still you played me my favourite song.. I was very touched.

Then I saw you hugging another girl in the swimming pool. She was more pretty and sexy. She is a nicer, kinder, hotter version of me! My heart sank. But she deserves you.

How have you been my dear darling? How I wish I can watch over you while you work diligently. That look must be really handsome.

Lost you twice. Shame on me.

The saying goes:

Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me!

Well, I lost you over and over and over again.. SHAME ON ME!

Waking up everyday, to realise that I have really lost you. This is the saddest thing.

I wake up every morning with a painful feeling in my heart.

Forgetful

I think I am starting to become more and more forgetful already.

When did we start our relationship?

Why did we have to end it?

These memories form part of me, I want to hold to them forever.

Lost Poem...

You once wrote me a poem.. not literally..

Even in your dreams, you dreamt that you wrote me a poem..

and you cited me the poem..

How sweet was that moment..

It has been 5 years since that day.. and I have already forgotten about the contents of it.

Would love to hear of it again.

But judging on our relationship today..

I'd say it is impossible.

Deleted.

Today, you deleted me from facebook again.

For the second time.

Did you know it took me so much courage to add you back before this?

I've lost every connection with you. Even virtual ones.

Do you hate me that much that you wanna close up your world from me?

Sad... So sad..

But I still love you.